baby you've shown up far far too late// the music has ended the bottles are dry and the drunks are stumbling home. you must have gotten caught up and distracted on the way because this thing is long gone, and its ended. feel free, take a look around, and lick the booze off the rim of the guilt fingerprinted glasses perhaps you'll get a taste, perhaps even a buzz....
if you want music you'll have to hum all the mixed-matched melodies- hope thats enough to get your toes-a-tappin.
you can try again tomorrow night, its sure to be a ball, but all thats left here tonight is the janitor and the drunken bartender, all thats left here is the memories of how amazing tonight was, and the realization that you missed it. a high five for tryin' though, and a beer on me next time.. but tonight.. you missed it. I just moved from L.A. to be at this place.. this place..for this night.. ya know..the one you were late for. How could you miss it? How could you assume that showing up now is going to make your night, anyones night any better?
oh.
oh miss.. I must be mistaken. your here for.. for..THAT.... yea.. of course... i thought'd youd show up.. took you long enough... no no don't worry about the cover, you've spent enough time out here.. go in.. sit down..
it's never too late.
Some of the most attractive people I have met have a heart for God, the things I am most attracted to is how a man prays, and worships his creator.. It makes sense though. God is love- and love is a beautiful beautiful thing. Once you grab hold and expierence the love He has for us... It's almost impossible to not let his light shine in and through us! The ladies that God has strategically placed in my lfe that saturate themselves with the things of God you can tell just by meeting them... And hey are both physically and spiritually beautiful- their love for God makes them breathtaking. I mean we all take our "myspace posed facebook" pictures but to be honest it's what's in their hearts and what is beaming and pouring through their bones that makes me envy their hearts for God. Not their make up or vintage tees ... It encourages me to dig deeper and chase the things of God... To find the innermost contentment in His pourpose and his plan for me! He makes all things new and all things beautiful.. Even me... In my Jesse up thinking. Only now I realize why I study and study the photos of my God seeking friends...
Thinking it was comparing myself to them physically, but I reAlize it was me.. Trying to figure out what it is that makes them shine... And it's God. No doubt about it. These girls... And guys... Are endlessly beautiful. Find d God , you'll find that beAuty.
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I feel like I'm screaming in a studio but You are on the other side of this glass wall. Siting at the soundboard watching the levels house of yellow red and green.. From where I am .. I see me.. Standing in my messy studio. My plans maps music ands lyrics spread across the floor from one corner to the other. As you control the levels. As I'm off tune scatter brained and way of key wondering what is going on. You control the levels. As chaos goes on behind these mirrored walls surrounding me and sufficating me a soft sound sneaks it's way into my headphones .. Not a noise not a voice a peace.
More like a sweet soft kiss... Reminding me that you haven't forsaken me.. In ever panic and note flaw that I make You control the levels. Feeling like you aren't real or that you aren't there- or feeling like you don't care that this is all a pathetic attempt to become this "perfect being" or to somehow have an answer for everything...makes sense with that peace comes through my headphones. I don't know everything I don't need to know anything all I need is to remember the previous tracks we've recorded and the albums completed this far. This mess of a track we just laid.... Might not make the top 40 charts -- but it's okay I'll save it on the ole itunes libraryand listen to it when I forget that You control the levels.
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